An Open Letter!!!

To a Dear Friend who made life easier for me... :)

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Dear Sibtey bhai,

Maybe you're wondering why I'm writing to you when I can really say this to you through text message or whatever. Well, I just want to put into words what I want to say and the things that I feel right now.

I miss you. Yes, terribly. You are not just an ordinary friend, you are a brother to me. You are one of the most wonderful person I have ever met. Nobody makes me feel special the way you do. Nobody makes me feel that I'm appreciated and well-loved the way you do. You are such a very good friend, you are incomparable, very dear to me. I miss your company. I miss our bonding. I miss your straightforward thoughts. I miss your sarcasm. I miss how we talk about our lives.I miss 8 ZAS.I miss the day when we went for movie with empty pocket having illusive faith on each.I miss everything about you.

I can still remember how i skip classes and sleep at your place coz i was too (lazy) sleepy to attend the class. I remember how we talk about each others "crushes", our long talks till we drop snoring in your bed. We eat together, we surfed the net together(DBDB),we watched many films together. I sleep at your place you sleep at my place. We make assignments and projects together on the 11thhour. We stroll for "cute-hunt" together.I miss our night outs and I end up smoking and throwing up all over the place, which was disgusting for you.I remember our day hang-outs to Chilly Delhi.if I may add, These are just some of those very memorable moments I had with you. For 3 years that we've been together, I never got tired of your company. I just wish I could spend more time with you here or i can put on the rewind button and we back to the world of innoscence, stupidity and idiotic.

You are 'irreplaceable', man. Yes, you are simply unique. You know everything about me. I share my secrets with you. I guess you will always be my best dear friend.

I miss you and I hate the thought that I will never have you by my side when everything's going wrong.

Always remember that I am always here for you no matter what. I will always be a dear friend to you.

 LOVE YOU BRO! :)

The Message

Time flies too fast nowadays. Too fast that we barely feel that a day has 24 hours. Too fast that we barely get a grip of what's happening. Too fast that it makes us forget the memories. Too fast that our brain would have to forget older memories in order to store newer experiences.

I wish i could make you remember the things which time has effortlessly concealed with its flying arms.

I wish i could make you remember how your mother used to love you more back then so that you may forget the things which make you feel miles away from her today.

I wish i could make you remember how blissful your life was as a kid and how you were so loved by the people around you so you may not think that being an adult is a life next to hell.

I wish i could make you remember how you made friends and found the ones who would surely stick to you no matter what so you may be able to gain new friends in this new environment. It's hard but you'll get used to it. It takes a lot of getting used to.

I wish i could make you remember how you loved being at school way back then so that you may have the eagerness to explore and do better in college.

I wish i could make you remember why people around you love and care for you --because you're not just any other ordinary guy. You are a true and unique person. A person who has great passion in life, a person who --if necessary-- is flexible enough to face just about anything. So you will not look at yourself in the mirror with disappointment in your eyes.

I wish i could make you remember how your experiences molded you to be the person you are today. How you battled through life's never ending struggle. How you've been so strong for yourself and for the people you care for. So you wouldn't have to tell yourself everyday that you're a failure.

I wish i could make you remember how you had fun with your friends no matter how silly the stuffs you did. So you would realize that life is not just about heartaches and miseries. It's also about enjoyment!

I wish i could make you remember how that one person you loved so much made you realize that girls are not the world. You may have parted ways but she taught you things out of the four corners of a classroom. So that you may be able to appreciate the changes that are happening in your life now.

I wish i could make you remember that you are well-loved by the ONE above greater than anybody in this world. So that you may always remember Her in your most troubled days and you may not forget Her in your happiest days.

And most of all...

I wish i could make you remember just how beautiful life is. So that when it comes to living your life, you'll do the right things and if ever you did something wrong, you would realize there's always an avenue to change and everything happens for a reason.

Those things, may you always remember. May remind you how beautifully God planned your life to be. Struggles and pains, heartaches and obstacles are always there. Life never runs out of that but that's how life is supposed to be -- it's what you make it.

Please, don't let time spoil your life. The earth may be rotating and revolving faster than before but you have to live life step by step --slowly but surely. Never forget those memories that make up the person you are right now. Remember those and you'll be good.

Rinks - My best friend's wife...

This is my second post in one day. The post below this is my normal post. I am writing this new post because I just noticed the comment in the post before the one before this one. It was My writing tutor giving me the assignment to describe someone I know. I decided to describe my Friends wife Rinks. Here it goes........

Rinks alwayz been so moody......

I wish we hadn’t drift so far away since we new each other. I always looked up to you because you are naturally beautiful, intelligent, caring, and kind. Thanx to Saad cuz of him, she came across my world and I am writing for her, she is the one who knows me longer than others.i wish she  will get far bestest things in life whatever she wished for and have smart, beautiful children just like her. I hope she don’t forget me because from the moment we met till now, she had been always that big part of my memory. What I love about our relationship is that we never feel awkward of seeing each other as if we’ve been seeing each other everyday regularly. No matter what she confess to me about her insecurities, she always going to be that lovely figure I look up to. I don’t know if she knows how much she means to me and how important she was to me, and continues to be now.

Promise me Rinks (if you are reading) to be happy and to keep in touch with me throughout my life. I look up to her as a sister, someone who has endured heartache and come out stronger, and as a true friend. I know in any crisis, she would be first in line to be there for me. One more thing, She’s got the most compassionate heart, a gorgeous smile and the sense of humor to laugh harder at her own jokes than anyone else in the room.She had good and sensible attitude and dressing sense,which lacks in every women.I love talking with her about life because she gives me the kind of feeling that everything will be alright if I just believe, take the card of chances of life that plays me, and if I have fallen I become stronger as I stand where I fell. I love you so much and I miss you with tears to my eyes.




Some deadly memorable affairs with her:


Train Journey: it was our first journey and simultaneously, the life journey of friendship begins with her,at that time we were day old friend, we just lost into each other in very short time.We played truth n Dare,actuly we had fun.she patiently served dinner to me and it was so nice of her treating me so well.I didn’t wanted to sleep entire night coz I was not willing to put off the conversation I was enjoying.


"First time I felt that journey is too short when you are with a people like her".

.Shopping : She wanted to go for shopping a day before Kamrans receptions,Thanx again to Saad cuz he was too lazy,fortunately I grabbed the opportunity to go and I wanted to spend some more times to be more close with her. I comforted her and All together she bought 3 pairs of sandals and one purse and after two hour of shopping and bargaining on each, she become much more optimistic which makes me feel much content.She thinks highly of it and so do I..

"Going shopping with a girl can be a trial for any guy - and it appears it is no different even if you admire her. ”

Movie,Masti and Popcorn: how can I forget the day I have been for a movie “Love Aajkal “ with her.Really Rinks movie maynot be so enjoyable if you were not with us.I cherished every single moment with you and all girls around us.

Last n hope not least;


Evening Tea n Hookah : She is very good in making tea and repulsive if you ask for more.


She’s been on my mind alot recently. We go through flurries of communication, and then quiet times. Right now, it’s a quiet time. I’m rattled with trying to get work done, and she’s well, also trying to get work done, so to speak.So, I battle to do anything more than send a two-liner “love you” or random Facebook comment. She and I have bad day synergy sometimes..

The truth is,Rinks and I have always been close. We’ve warred like you won’t believe. She get annoyed with me and we are absolutely, hilariously, very similarly. Fighting with her is like fighting with myself. Only, it’s worse because I can’t tell myself to shut up and leave me alone. Heh. We’re so the same we like the same tea. The bad thing about her is she always try to steal my ciggy that putts me off .
But, as I’m older, we are. I treasure that. I never get to tell her that, i really miss her. And because we live countries apart, it’s sometimes hard to make that translate into actual, meaningful communication.. Maybe it was the technology just behaving because we both knew we needed each other right then.
Before, when she’s with us, she’s part of the crazy people I call friends. She fits in with them, and has even been adopted by my Bestest friend Kamran, who counts her as a sister too. I like that.
I carry your heart in my heart.

Thanx again to Saad for not suing this devil for writing so long about his beloved wife and being with me to make my life beautiful.
Accidently Saad happens to be a lovable husband to her,i wish they keep on moving on the wheels of their life loving and fighting each other.


“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”

Music mania....

Almost everyone on earth listens to music once in their life time. Usually at least one of the songs get stuck in their head. What makes music sound so good?

Music is actually just a bunch of sounds put together in a way that sounds rhythmically correct and / or sounds pleasing to the ear. But a person talking in rhythm to his footsteps doesn't get stuck in one's head, so what makes music so special?


I think that music is so special because of it has a continuously changing tone, there are notes that coordinate with each other, there are usually lyrics that can relate to people and their personal life all over the world, and there is a continuous background rhythm. Continuously changing tone really makes music sound good. When someone talks, it is very monotone and it doesn't really have a sound to it. Music, on the other hand, has a tone that continuously changes, which makes it sound more pleasing to the ear than blah blah blah. Also, in music, notes usually coordinate with each other well. When writing music, people think for a while about what note to use next instead of simply throwing out a random note at a completely random time. This way, the music sounds cleaner with less imperfections than a person talking. Another reason music probably sounds good to a human ear is because of the lyrics. The lyrics go in rhythm to the song, which allows more flow, and the lyrics usually talk about overcoming something that average people all over the world have to overcome. People like to be understood, and if something as important as a song that everyone listens to tells about the people's daily life, then the people feel understood. A background rhythm is what music listeners snap their fingers to. It makes people want to jump along and it makes the ground vibrate. It is one more thing to remember the music by.




Music is a wonderful part of our culture today. It is so special because of its continuously changing tone, its notes that coordinate with each other, its lyrics, and its background rhythm

New machine.....Yuppie

For those of you who have been followin along, you know that back when I was working on first chapter (on the very first version of it), I had my Desktop of 11 years....its not with me anymore.

It was a sad day when i left that in home town. Let’s be serious, it was an old Pentium 3, an underpowered, old machine. It was good enough for Word and movie though, and that was, at the time, all I needed.
But then,I was missing like hell to it and have got nothing to get attached with you,my life was blank. last Friday, my bro spoke the magic words, “Go get yourself a new laptop.”


Since I’m short on money, I spent a lot of time doing research to find a laptop suiting my needs, with a reasonable price. After getting advice from all my friend I decided to buy.Sony claims it can last 16 hours lets see how long. Considering I’m only using the laptop to surf the web,Cadd, occasionally listen to music and use of Microsoft Word, the slower response time doesn’t bother me and I can easily spend 2 days without recharging the battery.


So now, I have a brand new (not really, it’s a refurb) Sony Vaio notebook white in color.


Ah, the miracles of modern technology.


Intel Core i3 @ 2.27 GHz (3.00 GHz Turbo Mode)
4 GB DDR3 memory
14” wide
NVIDIA - 512 MB dedicated graphics memory


So, new laptop, new chapter, and vice versa. It will be fun on this weekend. Now if I could just get work down to less than 60 hours a week…

Think eXist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Self - doubting

I think if i had to pinpoint one flaw that most keeps me from doing and being all i can, it would have to be my super-human ability to doubt myself.



There aren't many areas of life where doubt and second guessing doesn't factor in my life {is what i'm doing or writing really relevant, intelligent, informed, or am i simply spewing the ridiculous randomness in my head?}. the job {Job i am doing isn't as good as the last one. what if i never have a creative thought ever again? what if they find out i don't have a clue what i'm doing?}. even conversations that i have {did i really say that? he's going to think i am an idiot. why did i have to open my mouth at all?}.


All these things and more are subject to the harsh and glaring critic living inside my head,whose only job, it seems, is to constantly tell me that what i'm doing isn't good enough, creative enough, intelligent enough... or simply enough.

it's far too easy to let the questioning, negative voices actually run the show that is my life. and besides, i don't even like living like this! if i was wearing a underwear that was so painful as to ruin my day, i wouldn't hesitate to change them. so why have i allowed doubt to inconvenience, and at times, even sabotage me?
i want to be done with the incessant self-doubting. i want to stop second guessing myself, and begin trusting in the gifts that God has given me. and if i make a mistake, then i pick up and go on from there.
there are enough things in life that serve to derail you from your purpose... there's no sense in adding to it.....