Rinks alwayz been so moody...... |
I wish we hadn’t drift so far away since we new each other. I always looked up to you because you are naturally beautiful, intelligent, caring, and kind. Thanx to Saad cuz of him, she came across my world and I am writing for her, she is the one who knows me longer than others.i wish she will get far bestest things in life whatever she wished for and have smart, beautiful children just like her. I hope she don’t forget me because from the moment we met till now, she had been always that big part of my memory. What I love about our relationship is that we never feel awkward of seeing each other as if we’ve been seeing each other everyday regularly. No matter what she confess to me about her insecurities, she always going to be that lovely figure I look up to. I don’t know if she knows how much she means to me and how important she was to me, and continues to be now.
Promise me Rinks (if you are reading) to be happy and to keep in touch with me throughout my life. I look up to her as a sister, someone who has endured heartache and come out stronger, and as a true friend. I know in any crisis, she would be first in line to be there for me. One more thing, She’s got the most compassionate heart, a gorgeous smile and the sense of humor to laugh harder at her own jokes than anyone else in the room.She had good and sensible attitude and dressing sense,which lacks in every women.I love talking with her about life because she gives me the kind of feeling that everything will be alright if I just believe, take the card of chances of life that plays me, and if I have fallen I become stronger as I stand where I fell. I love you so much and I miss you with tears to my eyes.Some deadly memorable affairs with her:
Train Journey: it was our first journey and simultaneously, the life journey of friendship begins with her,at that time we were day old friend, we just lost into each other in very short time.We played truth n Dare,actuly we had fun.she patiently served dinner to me and it was so nice of her treating me so well.I didn’t wanted to sleep entire night coz I was not willing to put off the conversation I was enjoying.
"First time I felt that journey is too short when you are with a people like her".
.Shopping : She wanted to go for shopping a day before Kamrans receptions,Thanx again to Saad cuz he was too lazy,fortunately I grabbed the opportunity to go and I wanted to spend some more times to be more close with her. I comforted her and All together she bought 3 pairs of sandals and one purse and after two hour of shopping and bargaining on each, she become much more optimistic which makes me feel much content.She thinks highly of it and so do I..
"Going shopping with a girl can be a trial for any guy - and it appears it is no different even if you admire her. ”
Movie,Masti and Popcorn: how can I forget the day I have been for a movie “Love Aajkal “ with her.Really Rinks movie maynot be so enjoyable if you were not with us.I cherished every single moment with you and all girls around us.
Last n hope not least;
Evening Tea n Hookah : She is very good in making tea and repulsive if you ask for more.
She’s been on my mind alot recently. We go through flurries of communication, and then quiet times. Right now, it’s a quiet time. I’m rattled with trying to get work done, and she’s well, also trying to get work done, so to speak.So, I battle to do anything more than send a two-liner “love you” or random Facebook comment. She and I have bad day synergy sometimes..
The truth is,Rinks and I have always been close. We’ve warred like you won’t believe. She get annoyed with me and we are absolutely, hilariously, very similarly. Fighting with her is like fighting with myself. Only, it’s worse because I can’t tell myself to shut up and leave me alone. Heh. We’re so the same we like the same tea. The bad thing about her is she always try to steal my ciggy that putts me off .
But, as I’m older, we are. I treasure that. I never get to tell her that, i really miss her. And because we live countries apart, it’s sometimes hard to make that translate into actual, meaningful communication.. Maybe it was the technology just behaving because we both knew we needed each other right then.
Before, when she’s with us, she’s part of the crazy people I call friends. She fits in with them, and has even been adopted by my Bestest friend Kamran, who counts her as a sister too. I like that.
I carry your heart in my heart.
Thanx again to Saad for not suing this devil for writing so long about his beloved wife and being with me to make my life beautiful.
Accidently Saad happens to be a lovable husband to her,i wish they keep on moving on the wheels of their life loving and fighting each other.
“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”
Accidently Saad happens to be a lovable husband to her,i wish they keep on moving on the wheels of their life loving and fighting each other.
“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”