Confession..

i agree with a friend of mine..i guess we are blind..
missing the good stuff and chasing more of the selfishness..
i have to confess, i haven't been a good person lately..
the old character has been altered, withered away..
and honestly..i have become comfortable with the new ones that have come to stay..
have i become a liability to some people?
i can only apologize to all that i have hurt..wether it is too late or not..
i'll let them decide..
i can't promise a bright future or a sunny day tomorrow..
i can only say, i am trying to fix things inside before i plan to fix others..
because the damage inside will eventually rise and drown me..
and for that i rather drown alone then tagging all the rest with me..
i hope people understand what im potraying..
it's not selfishness..it's self destruction for the sake of others..